Break Time

Yes, I’m taking a much need break. I know I will be missed but I will be back soon. I have so much going on with getting prepared for my blog series “Faces of Our History” and a few other projects I’ve been asked to be a part of.

Don’t worry, I will be back in February 1st to start my series. When my outside project coming to life I will post a “Traveling Sunny Update” so you can follow the link and see where I will be.

Enjoy and if you have time, check out past post…also I’m still taking “Poetry Spotlight” so email me your submissions!! Thanks!!

XOXO,

Sunny

Coming Attraction

Hey guys…if you been following this blog the last few years you know what’s coming up. If not here it is:

February is Black History Month and during this time. I post some known and unknown faces in our history. The title of this series is actually called “Faces of Our History”. I talk a little about the person and add links where you can find out a little more about that person. If you want click on “history” tag and see who I’ve covered in the past two years.

I love doing this, because I love history especially learning about my heritage and sharing is a bonus. Like ever year I do this, you can send me names and link of people so I can post them throughout the month.

I hope you guys can enjoy this as much as I will.

Thanks and I’m starting my research now…

All names and link can be sent to sunnydelyte_21@yahoo.com please put “Faces of Our History” in the subject line. Thanks in advance!!

Personal Reflection: Dating & Relationships

I’m sitting here thinking about my history with dating. I’m terrified to put myself out there and truly open up. I’ve convinced myself that what I’m doing is saving me from the drama and heartache of getting emotionally attached to someone.

I’ve done the buddy thing and more often than not it doesn’t work out in my best interest. Almost to the point where I’ve fallen in love and all they wanted was what was between my legs, which kind of messed up my way of thinking.

I’ve played the other woman and ended up becoming this kind of cold hearted person, who decided to be more like a man, and ended up hurting a few people, which wasn’t my intention. When they asked what happened, I was too afraid to tell them it’s my defense mechanism to protect my heart and my feelings.

I’m afraid to entertain the thought of someone actually wanting to be with me. I’m scared because what if once they get to know me they don’t want me? I’d have to start all over again and I don’t think I’m emotionally prepared for that…I know I’m thinking too far in advance. A major problem of mines, I have control issues when it comes to my feelings. I try to control them.

I think my last “REAL” relationship hurt me so bad and I don’t know how to get over it. Being hurt like that was like a knife to my heart. I realize that most of the men I gave my heart to didn’t deserve it. Letting them come in and out as they please, is like not good either…it’s like the people that cut themselves. I need to feel something at that point in time, so I did it and once it was done I realized it hurt more than it helped.

Maybe I need to see someone to kind of find a way to understand some of the feeling I’m feeling in regards to dating. Writing about it hurts but it helps me look back at my words and try to understand. I don’t know maybe this is what’s best. Gotta stop hiding and lying to myself and try to understand how to conquer this.

**Pardon my rambling…I wrote this over the weekend and I felt maybe I could share and get some advice from my blog fam and commentors.**

Sex with Sunny: Make U Cum

So I was talking to a friend of mines about oral sex and he said something that I’ve heard a few times before. He said that although he enjoyed oral sex, it doesn’t make him cum.

I find this kind of puzzling because if it doesn’t do it for you, why have someone do it? I know for me the whole purpose of doing it is to make the person cum. When I asked him why…he said well if the female enjoys doing it why she he deny her. LOL….men but I ain’t mad at him.

So fellas if oral sex doesn’t do it for you, would you still want the female to give you oral? Why or why not?

Random Rant

It’s about that time where I get a few things off my chest on and on the blog! So in no certain order here we go….

~ Butt-Pads was NOT pregnant. I don’t know why her and Gay Z decided to lie to us. We don’t care how you had the baby… that’s your life! So why lie to people…you don’t owe us anything so there is no need to lie.

~ How many times do you have to fall on your ass before you move on?

~ I don’t think I’m better than you; I’m just not as stupid as you in some areas.

~ Drama… isn’t in my vocabulary this year, so miss me with it!

~ If you don’t know something how about asking a question. Don’t just stand there and look stupid.

That’s a short rant list…but if anything should pop up I will most likely post another one…LOL