Let me first say…damn its been a while shit it feels like years…smh
I been thinking about how to even start of this post, being that this is my first time not typing it up in a word document. But its been on my mind heavy.
Everyone wants me to do things in the order in which they see fit. And if you really know me, you know that aint my style. I’m getting to the point where I’m so frustrated but I know they only want whats best for me and I can’t be mad at that.
So you all know I have been talking to this new fellow for quite sometime. Everyone says we look good together. Admittingly so, we actually do. When we get around each other we get a silly…and retarded…lol. But anywho, we talk about our relationship. I have been single for like 6 years and he has been single since June or July. I’m kinda sorta ready for a relationship, just a little scared and he isn’t ready and I completely understand. We spend a lot of time together and everyone is always asking “when are we gonna make it official”? I understand why they asked that…but why would we rush into something we aren’t ready for. Should we fall in line? I say no!! Why, because when we are ready we will.
Why does everyone want me to follow their rules? When is it anyone else’s decision on what I do? I know you guys want the best for me, but I’m grown…and I can make my own decisions…if it ends up being a dead end relationship I will chuck a deuce!!