Day 5: A time you thought about ending your own life.

I thought about that in my early teens up to my pre mini days. I was in a bad place and it seemed like no one cared about me. Like I was always the problem, so I figured why live. It wasn’t until I found out I was pregnant, that I really had a reason to live.

Funny how God works, cuz when I had her I died. Guess that was God’s way of saying, so you don’t wanna live, ok we will see.

Thankfully, he allowed me to live.

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8 thoughts on “Day 5: A time you thought about ending your own life.

  1. Socialkenny July 5, 2012 at 1:44 pm Reply

    Why would you or anyone ever contemplate suicide?

    I think it’s bullshit and irrational.I think ppl who contemplate suicide is bullshitting.Bullshitting themselves for attention.But put a gun in their hand:they’ll never pull the trigger not jump off a roof..

    • Sunny July 5, 2012 at 1:47 pm Reply

      Different reasons. I can’t say why other people would consider it. I did and I shared why.. doesn’t matter if you agree with it or not. I had a lot of things going on in my life and let’s just say it was not good not good at all.

      I thought about writing a book about my life, but I know a lot of people wouldn’t be happy.

      Your entitled to your opinion…

  2. sensesocommon July 5, 2012 at 2:27 pm Reply

    Thanks for sharing that Sunny.

    I’ve done depression and have hit rock bottom with that. Suicide crossed my mind (rather quickly) but I didn’t feel like it would accomplish much so it came and went.

    • Sunny July 5, 2012 at 2:30 pm Reply

      Not a problem…

      I wish I could’ve said the same…but like I stated before it was a lot going on. Thanks for sharing as well.

      • sensesocommon July 5, 2012 at 2:36 pm Reply

        Yea I know what you mean… when life starts kickin’ your ass and you can’t duck none of the blows. Yep! I’ve been there.

        One things about it, with all faith in God’s hands, no storm lasts forever

  3. The Insane Asylum (Mr. Chap) July 15, 2012 at 9:06 pm Reply

    Well, I’m glad you’re still here.

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