Flashback to A Date To Remember
They say when things burn hot it’s can easily blow out. It seemed to be going well but I guess distance got the best of us. After a drastic change from talking everyday, it was limited to one word answers. Funny thing is I’m usually the one that pushes people away. I guess I got a dose of my own medicine.
So the flames have burned out and I feel like a failure. I stepped out and did something I never do and I opened myself up and nothing. Everyone I’ve always dated said they had a problem with me being so guard and I choose to let it down and nothing.
After realizing that things had changed and I addressed it. By letting him know I felt a change and I felt like I was the one always reaching out and getting one word answers. He told me that the distance was bothering him. I was confused because our distance problem would be null and void once he got station 10 minutes away from where I lived. I get it, when you are getting to know someone you want to be around them. But he was moving very soon….and I asked what can we do to make it better…nothing.
So now I’m out her on a limb hanging by myself…
I sent him “gm” and all those type of messages and nothing. What is a woman to think? Why do men do that?
I’m in my feelings because he’s the first person I really liked in a long time.